Just because someone desires you, it does not mean that they value you.
Read it over.
Let those words resonate in your mind.
So many memories lost and gone. A year and 4 months dwindled away. All because of decisions I made and the way I feel. I want to just hug you and kiss you and tell you I’m sorry, but that wouldn’t be fair to you. And I’m not going to do anything else to you ever again
God dammit I’m going to miss that smile, that laugh, those eyes, the looks your give me, your humor, your music taste, everything. I’m going to fucking miss it all so much as I already do now
All I wanted to do was see you in your beautiful prom dress
And I was going to cry the instant I saw you
But I knew that that was selfish of me
Because I could not provide what you needed
And that it wasn’t right of me to leave you wishing for something more
You’ll thank me for this one day
But for now I’m sorry
Women play such sick games, using every source of media imaginable to make you mad.
Niggas buying fucking zeppelins with subtweets on them and shit.
God dammit let me just get this shit over with already so I can stop hating every decision I’ve made since birth.